You still the one Im waiting for...

Tuesday, July 22, 2008 ♥

Ive Stopped Searching..Coz Ive Finally Found Him..

Longest time ever...I did not update my blog...I just have no time to update..

Life was a roller coster ride.. There are days...Im sooo in love with..and there are days..Ive just not in the mood to do anything.. PMS I guess.

Having hiM here with me, embark my new beginning of my life journey. The love tt I thought was lost years ago came back and now..Im so much in love with him. And I cant live a day without him. Strange as it may seems, we do have catfights every now and then.. but most of the time we cool it, kissed and made up all over again. How can I breathe with no air? Hes my shadow...my PIG~!!!!

:))

Those smses tt he sent every single words tt has been said and done, I kept it safely and I treasure every moments together. Why is it now days hes feeling very sickly? Everytime I see or hear him cough badly, my heart aches terribly. I do not want to even imagine the worst. Should anything happen to him, how am I moving on? My heart will die with him.

Ive given you my heart.

If anything happen to you...

My heart will too....

Youre still the one I wanna for life.

Irin Chenelle Suzanne & Christopher Sean * 8 May 2008 * ♥

Monday, June 23, 2008 ♥

Ive Stopped Searching..Coz Ive Finally Found Him..

Am I really drifting away from you???

I am not.

You have misunderstandood me.

Really.

Irin Chenelle Suzanne & Christopher Sean * 8 May 2008 * ♥

Saturday, June 14, 2008 ♥

Ive Stopped Searching..Coz Ive Finally Found Him..

Its been a month plus we have been together. But it seems like we have been together for years. So many things, I don’t have to tell him what to do, he will auto do it as if he knows what I want. Strange as it seems, we have at least one telepathy per day. These are the small little things that make me love him more as day goes by. We have done the craziest things together. Things tt are unplanned for. Things tt just rock our world…

Darling, having you by my side was the greatest gift God has given to me. After all the unanswered prayers in my life, you came and God has answered my prayer for my love life. After being hurt over and over again, I lost faith in relationship. Having boyfriends around me is just to kill my time. None of them really make me feel the way you are to me right now. Moments without you by my side, I feel so lost at times and most of the time I have to put on a brave front, that I will survive. It’s been ages since I last fall in love. But right now, you make me fall in love with you over and over again. The feeling was so intense tt I sometimes wonder am I in a fantasy or reality. So many songs we shared sung and live by the lyrics. We shared so many common interest tt were so crazy. Too many that caught me breathless. You just rockz my world. Im not asking much from you, I just wanna be the sun in your darkness, your eyes when you cannot see and the air you breathe. I don’t wanna be the first woman in your life but the last one standing at the beginning with you. I pray whatever you asked for our future together come to pass as we wait on the Lord. Just remember, when the world turn against us, Jesus never leave us nor forsake us. As the season’s changes and people changes, He is still the same yesterday, today and forevermore. If He is for us, who can be against us. Thank God I found you. Ive search for my prince charming but none as crazy as you. I like… =))

Work has been crazy. I duno whether to enjoy it or not… Many things has happen. Im just too lazy to write about it. Whats the point of writing in here. Make Love not war. Love love love.

Work is crazy....

so crazy.

Someone is stuborn. Insisting to see what I type as he comes into the room. This is what I wanna tt someone to know.

YOU ARE A PIG THAT ROCK MY WORLD. Haa~

~i love you~

Irin Chenelle Suzanne & Christopher Sean * 8 May 2008 * ♥

Thursday, June 12, 2008 ♥

Ive Stopped Searching..Coz Ive Finally Found Him..

Our Love Story Begins....

And He Missing Me When He's Not Kissing Me

You have had some hard times
Had thorns placed in your side
I know about what you've been going through
The tears of pain are falling down
It hurts so bad you're crying out
Your problems won't last forever
Let me put you back together

Im at my wits end, I hate myself... that Im not able to be there when you needed me the most.
I really hate myself...
Im sorry.
My heartache.. so much. that I have to walk away.
I didnt know It was a mistake...
I shouldnt have walk away.
Because all I wanna do is to hug you and assured you that I'll be there for you.
I really do.

Irin Chenelle Suzanne & Christopher Sean * 8 May 2008 * ♥

Friday, May 30, 2008 ♥

Ive Stopped Searching..Coz Ive Finally Found Him..

I wrote a million words the other day, but its all lost. I guess I did not save it. Haiz... sad right?

So I have to begin with my sister, Sarah's birthday. We went to have dinner at Boat Quay. In one of the Irish pub. The fish & chip was a killer. Hahahaha.. But I ate like.. a bit only? Feels like vomiting.Then we went off to Sentosa coz she wanna go to Southern Point.. So dark take what picz sia? Hahaha..

I have something to say.. People in this world just love to make people upset aint they? Not happy can just shoot to my face. Why take as If Im invisible. I fugging right there sitting at my desk and youre ralking about me? What the Fugg~!!!! What team work? MY ASS~!! At least my ass knows what to do when I need to shit. WHAT A JOKE TO ME. I can see the true colours coming.. I can see the true colours turning.... I can see monster everywhere. Sentosa Express should be renamed~ Monster Inc Express. Hahaha. =((

Its been 22 days we are together.. Time flies.. But it seems we are like years together. Strange as it seems.. he is my shadow. I finally begin to appreciate this song very much. So much that I will listen it to sleep...

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love i found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through

through it all

You were my strength when i was weak

You were my voice when i couldn't speak

You were my eyes when i couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when i couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything i am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand i could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and i stood tall

I had your love i had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe i don't know that much

But i know this much is true

I was blessed because i was loved by you...

Im glad I did.

Darling, having you by my side is the most wonderful thing that has happen to me.

Irin Chenelle Suzanne & Christopher Sean * 8 May 2008 * ♥

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 ♥

Ive Stopped Searching..Coz Ive Finally Found Him..

2 strangers met and fall in love... in the craziest way...

Me and him.

8 May 2008.

Our love story begins....

Irin Chenelle Suzanne & Christopher Sean * 8 May 2008 * ♥

Thursday, April 24, 2008 ♥

Ive Stopped Searching..Coz Ive Finally Found Him..

Mamu tried to dig a lot of secret abt me lately.. what the heck~ He keeps on bugging me to tell him who I really like. Even if I tell the person who I really like..what can the person do.. He will be in shocking state for sure…of maybe even we cant even be friends.. anymore. I treasure the new friendship im having now. Really. Im too self centered if I only think about myself. I put him under grace. God will show a way..even when there seems to be no way. Mamu stop asking me lah… I guess you might noe the ans but… my lips are seal. Don’t worry… I will move on. I don’t know why I like him but I guess we have kinda much in common. I was like….hmmmm.. So much sparks so much co incidence? I dunno. I wont fall in love again. The song.. yeah it adds to it..Add more misery. My heart in pain. All thanks to you. Now I noe you love to DIG.

Maybe youre right. Hes not worth it. If he is worth it I WILL tell for sure. I almost tell him..lucky I was held back by my ego. If not…damn..i will lose face for sure.

I simply love te song With you by chris brown. So what youre tired of it. I like it. Live with it.

Thank you for all the advise.

Im growing stronger each day.

I will only fall in love with a man of God.
Who will worship with me….

Irin Chenelle Suzanne & Christopher Sean * 8 May 2008 * ♥